Poetry 2

I ran out of space on the first Poetry page so I thought that I would make another one : ) (hehehe!) *Note: all poems are copywritten. therefore any attempt to portray them as your own will result in horrible consequences!

Special Star

Wishing on a special star
Look above and there you are
Set within the sky I see
Special angel watching me

Stars all blinking shining bright
Bringing wishes every night
No more darkness that I fear
Knowing that my angel's near

Keeping light to shine on me
Cast the love so constantly
Beauty in the sky of blue
Always sparkling next to you

Softness watching from above
Casting stars so filled with love
Touch the hearts of all who care
Love abounding everywhere

Peace be found in what is there
Remnant of God's beauty rare
Glowing on the moon above
Stars that twinkle in her love

Make a wish and she'll hear you
Close your eyes dreams come true
Feel the warmth from up above
Falling down on you with love.


A Daughter's Friend.

Is someone special.
someone they can call there own.
A daughters friend is a treasured gift,a rare find.
One of a kind.

A daughters friend can be anyone,
But the best type of friend is there mother!
Yet even though every fight is horrid and heart renching,
they still stay friends,even through thick and thin.

Even when they think they can't take anymore,
or when they feel the situation is full of lies.
they take a step back and think.

A daughters friend not to be taken for granted,
but more or less embraced.
no matter how many fights they have,
they remeber that they are all they have.

A daughters friend not to be forgotten.

Dedicated to my Mom.

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul."

Shattered.
I am going to fall and crumble,
I am going to slip and trip,
Can't seem to get a grip,
On this world spinning round and round too fast.
Why do you watch me as I fall,
I know you don't want to see this,
But still your watching as I'm falling breaking apart,
Why do have you stood by me so long,
I know you don't want to be here,
But still you stand by me in my darkest hour.
You are truly a great friend, and a savior to me,
I'm thanking you for all you've done,
but no one can save me,
I have fallen, broken apart,
I'm just a shattered soul,
Move on now with your life,
I'm just an empty shell now.

 

....Finally Fallen....

When I look at you my heart starts to break
And I don't even begin to know why,
It has everything to do with the way I feel about you
Because I know that I can't be with you right now.
I only know that I am never at a lose of words
But the very sight of you makes me forget what I was thinking
And only allows me to concentrate on you, I think it is that I have never felt this way before
You have tore down the walls around my heart
That I spent all this time building for my fear of being hurt
I think my heart breaks cause I don't understand these feelings
I just have so many of them that I have never experienced before
When I am with you I never want to let go
I want to believe that you will keep your promise
And that I will never be hurt again
You can not promise what my future holds
Be it happiness or endless nights of crying
I guess through this I am just trying to say
I believe that I have found someone that makes me happy and that is you.
You make me laugh and forget my fears
Just the very thought of losing you makes me want to cry....

For someone very special...

 

*I CRIED LAST NIGHT*

I cried last night.

Thinking of you

I wondered what it would be like to feel

Everlasting happiness.

I drempt the sweetest dream,

A dream of love and delight,

Reaching out In desperation to hold you,

But in my own blindness I found it to be a dream.

Sitting there waiting for this perfect dream to be

a reality.

I began to weap and tears of sadness submerged my

every thought.

I began to dream once more about this feeling of

hope.

Wishing, Hoping, Waiting for the dream to become

a reality.

But in my own desperation,

I began to weap once more.

I cried as I awoke This-morning

Thinking of the dream I had,

With a feeling of heart ache,

I rose from my bed thinking how real it was to hold

you and be by your side.

But I realized It was all a dream,

If only it were real.

"Nothing is what you expected, Everything is."

Deep Inside

Deep inside the depths of my mind,
Romantic emotions dwell
If you could see, then you would find,
My dreams clear as a bell
A sense of reality is left behind,
When I'm inside my shell
So please be gentle, true, and kind,
And pray that all goes well
Deep inside depths of my mind
Where these romantic notions dwell.

 

"Love can be a meri-go-round."

Eternal Sadness

A feeling of hate.
A feeling of pain.
A feeling I can't explain.

It used to be so easy.
I could sail through life,
With out a cause.

But now it all seems so dark.
Dark like the endless night sky,
Piercing my soul like diamonds cutting glass.

The fears that behold my mind,
into total halutanations,
I begin to fall.

With out a care,
With out a dream,
With out a hope.

All I feel is eternal sadness.
All I feel is pain.
All I feel is hate.

Hate and distress.

I see the lonley and think,
Think of how horrible it is.
Horrible to be lonley
lonely and scared!

Not knowing what will happen next.

It is as if my entire being is a lifeless capsule,
With nothing but pure emptyness.

Emptyness!

Then, I see your face,
You with your beautiful green eyes....

Nothing could be more beautiful.
You with your hopeful dreams.

Yet all I feel is eternal sadness.

It is as if I'm disconnected.
Disconnected from everything that I hold dear.

Disconnected!

Alone!

With out a cause in the world,
With out a dream,
With out a hope,
With out a tear.

This is what I feel,
When your not here!

When your not here,
I feel incomplete.

Almost like I'm missing,
Missing in action!

and yet all I feel
Is eternal sadness.

And still I dream.
Dream of broken promises,
Broken hopes,
Broken dreams,
Broken hearts.

Although my heart is complete,
Whenever your around.

But when your gone......

All I feel is eternal sadness.

I wish you could be with me forever.....

Oh how sweet it would be,
To kiss your bittersweet lips once more.
Would be such a wondrous enchantment.

To feel your warm embrace,
To kiss your face.

Oh what wondrous dreams,
dreamers dream.

As candle light faeries
dance in the shadows of my heart....

Tears...

Salty tears
Dropping from my face
Covering my wounds
I burn in disgrace!
Oh what is the problem?
Blood drips from my wrist
My heart is in shreds
And thrown out in the trash
I mourn for the wreary
"Self pity is useless"
Pointing fingers as everyone surrounds me
They slay a model citizen
And care for the wounded
Stitched up now
The pain will soon end...
Broken bones
Fractured
And wounded.
Hit by the substance
That once drove so fast,
Cry day and night
My heart will be put back together
Pieces missing
It's a jigsaw puzzle!